Tuesday, October 05, 2004
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16:18
arghhh!!!! errrgghhhhhhh!!!!
have u ever sat in the toilet.... shitting... but nothing comes out? u know that something's gotta come out but then it just doesn't... and no matter how hard u gek... it just doesn't come out. and u know that if u don't gek and force it out, u'll leave the toilet feeling unfulfilled. so u just gek and gek and gek.. till finally u decide it's not going to come out today.. then u flush the toilet and exit it feeling more constipated than when u first enter. a feeling which totally sucks.... i know.. i've been there b4... *can anyone suggest to me what to do to make it easier to get it all out? but i don't like eating bananas*
and no i'm not suffering from constipation as the above paragraph might have led u all to believe so.. there is a point this whole thing... do u think that we can relatethis kinda 'gek and gek but still cannot come out' feeling to how we somtimes wanna express something but we just can't find the words to, and it's just at the tip of our tongue.. or that we wanna speak out our opinions but we just can't. either we're being nice and tactful, or that the situation/person has rendered us incapable of eloquently expressing ourselves.
but actually my pt is not the analogise shitting to expressing ourselves.. i'm sure someone out there has already done that.. but in a more glamorous way as compared to me.. but my point is to create this facade that i'm using shitting as an analogy whereas i'm acutally using that as an unabashed excuse for to describe a shitting situation that i'm sure many of us have encountered in our lives. (i just realised that it ironic to use unabashed cos it means not concealed while i had concealed my real pt behind my facade of paralleling it to expression)
okie i noticed that i'm rambling and i'm going to stop right after i type this paragraph cos i don't fancy rambling anymore nonsensical stuff and irritate u guys... but forgive for i'm starting to stress out abt my assignments which are like major ones and i'm currently in pain.. u know... PAIN!!!!!! sometimes there's this part of me that wants to rip out my womb every other month and throw it real hard against the wall and hear that sickening *SPLAT* when the womb contacts the wall... and watch it slide down *squish squish* leaving a trail of blood in it's path.. and then i won't ever suffer pain every other month... but then right... i think the whole ripping womb out idea is not that good.. cos i'll still be in pain. dammm!!!! wish i had blue balls instead, at least they don't occur regularly every month. (shit and i'm rambling again) dammmmittt!!!!!
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2 leaping turtles:
JJ here... this has got to be the most revolting and disgusting post you have made....
"revolting and disgusting" aren't exactly the words u wld use to fully encapsulate this post... perhaps, grotesque or thought-provoking. hehe.....
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